First, I’m sorry for your loss. I just tried that pi.ai that have been suggested here, and I think is a good LLM/bot to talk to when you’re frustrated.

But please, try to open with someone in real life too, don’t bottle things up. LLMs are a great tool to express your feelings, but don’t neglect contact with real persons, therapists can help.

best post i’ve seen in a long time, god bless you!