OP, understand that this is not personal, I don’t know you and I ultimately don’t care about you Check for carbon monoxide poisoning, if you don’t have a detector, get one, they’re useful regardless if that’s the case now or not. And DO check for mental health, psychosis and schizophrenia can affect people much younger than you’d think. And remember, mental health diseases are diseases, they are not you.

If those above are not the case go learn how to use the internet.